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| Hey guys sorry that I haven't updated in a really long time. I've had a lot of stuff going on in my life, and everything has just been really crazy. Everything is finally back to normal, and a lot less crazy so I'm going to try, and update as much as possible. I don't know how often that's going to be with work, school, football practice, and games, and family events, but I am going to try, and update as much as possible. Make sure you leave me comments, and stuff. =] To love, and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides.
After his kisses, and hugs it feels like without them my body will fall apart into pieces.
There are places I'll remember all my life though some have changed. Some forever, not for better. Some have gone, and some remain. All these places have their memories. With loves, and friends I still can recall. Some are dead, and some are living, in my life I've loved them all.
I want us to be the ones who prove that love can last forever, and that hearts are never too young to feel it.
You're a heart breaker, she's a chance taker; She'll risk it all, you'll let her take the fall; You'll take away your love, she still won't give up; You push her to the ground, she won't stay down. You're a heart breaker, but she's tired of being a chance taker. She finally broke.
She said it's written in the stars, but I don't look at the stars anymore, I just want someone to die for.
Baby baby, please believe me, find it in your heart to reach me; promise not to leave me behind.
Take me down but take it easy. Make me think but don't decieve me, torture me by taking your time.
'Cause you keep me coming back for more, and i feel a little better than i did before. If i never see your face again, i don't mind, 'cause we've gone much further than i thought we'd get tonight.
How did I get here? And what went wrong? Couldn't handle forgiveness, now i'm far beyond gone.
Someone save me if you will, and take away all these pills. And please just save me if you can from my blasphemy in my wasteland.
Stare in wonder, who's here to bring you down? Find your martyr, i'm sure you've made the crown. So light a fire under my bones so when I die for you, at least i'll die alone.
You can put a man on trial, but you can't make the guilty pay. And you can cage an animal, but you can't take away the rage.
I'll love you forever, I'll love you for always. As long as i'm living, My baby you'll be.
The hardest thing you'll ever learn is to love, and be loved in return.
Whenever i'm alone with you, you make me feel like i am free again.
Love is rolling over in the middle of the night to kiss your loved one on the forehead, just to make sure that it isn't a dream.
So put me on a list with the disappointed; that list is getting long and you know I know I'm not the only one.
I've grown up, but what I really wanted was to grow away. But if I have to stay, then I hope my vines grow out of control, until they choke the life out of you, until you finally cut me loose.
Keep quiet, sweetheart, don't say another word. Let your body do all the talking. And let mine take yours for granted because I'm thinking the worst, and you brought this on yourself.
I havent seen your face in weeks haven't heard your voice in days Now I feel I've lost my chance Who needed love anyways
Please stop the car, I'm feeling sick. And I won't make this trip without you. I've come a long, long way from home I've come a long, long way for you And I'm not leaving here alone.
I'm leaving you this message to let you know that nothing has changed you're still a disappointment
I'm in this prison of my own insanity and there's no one I can blame but me; Tossed between the wreckage and washed up on the shore.
Friday left me hopeless Saturday left me scared Sunday drove me crazy Monday just reminded me that I'm still here.
And April showers bring May flowers And I hope that June brings you, So you can break my heart by mid July. And I'm looking forward to October When I know you'll let me down all over. It's all you ever do.
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| Wow I am soooo freakin sorry I have not updated in like 2 months! I know I said I was going to but a lot of stuff has been going on lately. My laptop was stolen again, for the second time. This is the third laptop I went through in like 4 months. But hopefully the one I have now is here to stay. I'm going to try and update more, but I'm not promising anything considering the luck I've had after everytime I said that. Please make sure you keep suscribing, and commenting. I still need to know that people are looking at my site for me to keep updating! =] [1.] I'm the nice girl. The girl who doesn't ask for much, but never gets what she wants. The girl who is looked over for all her friends. The girl who could tell you why she loves you for the rest of her life. And the girl who will give up everything for one moment with you.
[2.] In this life you need to realize one thing -- The only way not to get hurt is to hurt someone first.
[3.] As I hold you I'm drowning too. I'll hide my tears to help you through, But inside I'm screaming for some healing. Never felt so empty, and I'm telling you it's slowly killing me. Pleading for some meaning, I need to know there's something more to living that this horrible disease.
[4.] Have you ever thought that if one thing hadn't happened, a whole set of things never would have either?
[5.] I usually don't like thinking about the future. I mean, let's face it, you can't predict what's going to happen. But sometimes, the thing you didn't expect is what you really wanted after all. Maybe the best thing to do is just stop trying to figure out where you're going, & enjoy where you're at.
[6.] I was amazed that they had so much to talk about. From the second they saw each other, there was constant laughing, and sarcasim, and commentary, something connecting them that pulled taut or fell limp with each thought spoken. Their words, like the music, had the potential to be endless.
[7.] Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many people call you, & it's not about who you've dated, are dating, or haven't dated at all. It isn't about who you kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you. It's not about your shoes, or your hair, or the color of your skin, or where you live, or go to school. In fact, it's not about grades, money, clothes, or colleges that accept you or not. Life isn't about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, & it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are. Life just isn't about that. But life is about who you love, & who you hurt. It's about how you feel about yourself. It's about trust, happiness, & compassion. It's about sticking up for your friends, & replacing inner hate with love in a way that could never have been achieved otherwise.
[8.] They were in love. You could tell just by the way they looked at each other, like they had the most wonderful secret in the world between them.
[9.] Everyone says love hurts, but that is not true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain, and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt.
[10.] When it comes to relationships, people are always so scared of the what-if's that they forget what-is. They spend so much time thinking, "what if I get hurt?" & "what if it doesn't work out?" that they stop thinking about things that are already real. They forget the feeling they get when the person they love walks into the room & the excitment that rushes through them when the phone rings cause it might be the person they are waiting to hear from, never let the fear of what-if stop you from letting yourself take a chance on love .. beacuse what if this is the person you're destined to spend the rest of your life with?
[11.] It's those moments when you drive around in a car full of friends around a town too small for you. Where you gasp for breath between each laugh. It's those moments where you get high off just breathing in so deep, you feel your lungs getting cold. For a second, that split second, you don't care. You don't care about school, about parents, about money, about rules, or broken hearts. Who you care about are the kids sitting next to you. Yeah, the ones who make you feel invincible, even at your weakest points.
[12.] It's only pain, it only hurts; I am only down on the floor where I have been before, and I'll be here again. Though it hurts to lose you, it's only pain.
[13.] Everyday I'm gonna get up and live. I'm gonna breath, laugh, and even smile. And maybe one day I'll have a reason to.
[14.] I'm crying in the middle of the night just thinking about you. I don't know why I put up with this every single night. Maybe it's because no matter what the pain is, I can never let you go.
[15.] These days it's about the brand of clothes you wear, the type of people you hang out with, the boy you date, the house you live in, the car you drive. It's about the classes you take, the music you listen to, the cell phone you talk on. It's not about the type of life you live, the confidence you carry, or the kind of heart you have.
[16.] Remember the way you used to laugh, and collect you favorite photographs? But now you can't, because you hate the past. And that's not alright. And no, you're not doing just fine.
[17.] One day she will get what she deserves. She will be able to smile without strings attached. And when someone asks her about her life. She will flash the largest, most real smile, and exclaim that things are just about as perfect as perfect can be.
[18.] Judge yourself by what you do, not what happens afterwards.
[19.] So maybe one day you'll realize why you shouldn't have ignored me that night.
[20.] I lie on the grass, breathing in silence, listening to the night, looking up at the stars. I look up at the night sky, and I wonder about life, about you, about why I'm here. and I look up at those cold, beautiful stars, so far away, and I realize life has never seemed so big.
[21.] Deep in my heart I'm concealing things that I'm longing to say. Scared to confess what I'm feeling. Frightened you'll slip away.
[22.] I believe in the phrase; you fucked up, and now you learned from it.
[23.] Optimistic people are here to keep the Pessimistic people from wallowing in misery. Pessimistic people are here to remid the Optimistic people of a little fact called reality.
[24.] Remembering to breathe is harder than it's ever seemed, but I can't help but analyze each word & how you looked at me. I spend my nights dreaming of just how you will ruin me.
[25.] All I'm asking is don't make promises you can't keep, And don't say things you don't mean. Because in the end those things mean everything.
[26.] I'm probably too much for you. But that's okay, you're probably not enough for me.
[27.] Ain't it funny how you think you're gonna be okay till you remember things ain't never gonna be the same again. Ain't it crazy how you think you've got your whole life planned, just to find out it was never ever in your hands.
[28.] If I could hold you close like you were never gone, if I could hear your voice, you'd tell me to be strong. But sometimes I just can't, I just don't understand why you had to go. I guess I'll never know.
[29.] Fools are fools, that's why they fall in love.
[30.] I don't understand, Your love is so cold. It's always me who's reaching out for your hand.
[31.] You said you'd never let me go, that's why I let you go first; I know you deserve better.
[32.] I'd take it back if I had it all. But you dropped me, you let me fall. I'm here alone, my biggest fear. As my thoughts turn to tears. [33.] It's eating at me like cancer. I need to know the answer, it's a simple yes or no should I love you, or let you go? [34.] In your whole life, nobody has ever abused you more than you have abused yourself, and the limit of your self-abuse is exactly the limit of abuse that you will tolerate from someone else. | | |
| Hey loves. So sorry I have not been updating. Things have just been really crazy lately. I've been trying to update for like the past month, but I've been really busy with school, and work, and just haven't had the time. I also have a question that I need your guys help on. It's kind of a dumb question, and I'm pretty sure I already know the answer to it, but I figured I'd ask anyway. Okay, my mom took my phone off me because she doesn't want it in her name anymore. There's reasons why I just don't feel like typing it out right now. Is there any possible way I could get a phone in my name even though I'm only 16? I'm pretty sure I can't, unless it's prepaid, but I figured I'd ask anyways. Okay, now for the update. I don't know how long it's going to be, but at least it's an update. I am going to try and start updating a lot more, but I am not promising anything. Remember, I need at least 5 comments before I will update next. [.01] All night I lie awake ... cause it's just too much to take dreaming about the love that we could make. All day I think of schemes to get you next to me, I want you so bad that I can barely breathe.
[02.] If there were no hardships & challenges in love, no tears, no pain, no blood. What would be the point? We all need to feel a little throbbing every once and a while just to remind us that we're still alive.
[03.] You said you didn't want to be with me because you were afraid of getting hurt. Well, that's exactly why we should be together. We both fear heartache too much we never dare hurt one another.
[04.] I do what all women do. I think. I blame myself. I marinate in my failure. I hate myself sometimes. Sometimes I cry. More ofthen I stare at the ceiling and wonder what is wrong with me.
[05.] Each night I put my head on my pillow, && try to tell myself I'm strong. Because I've gone another day without you.
[06.] So just kiss me and let my hair messy itself in your fingers. Let me steady myself in the arms of a boy who won't ask me to be what he needs, but let's me exist as I am.
[07.] Pain, you have to ride it out, There are no solutions, no easy answers, you just breathe deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed, but sometimes the pain gets you where you least expect it. It hits way below the belt, and doesn't let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, Because the truth is you can't out run it, And life always makes more.
[08.] Don't you wish you could go back to the best memory in your life . . . and live it [ f o r e v e r ]
[09.] I think about the night I met you. I swore that I'd never forget you. Well, I won't.
[10.] I can't turn back from here. How can I save myself with one foot in the grave? I wish I didn't know the things I fucking know. What has been broken for so long can never be the same.
[11.] Sometimes, I just wish someone would take the time to go past my sarcasm, my loud mouth, my smiling face, my grades, & my remarks to see a part of me that few have ever seen.
[12.] The truth is I've been lied to so many times, I know I come second best to you, I'm not the one you think of & I'm sure as hell not the one you need. So why do you hold on to me? You're making things worse. You're the only thing I have. But to you I'm just the girl you've got because you can't have the girl you once had. She's your everything while I'm just there. You close your eyes when you look at me to pretend you care. I'm not stupid ; I see it. But my heart just never wants to believe it. So go ahead ; tell me another lie. Whisper in my ear & tell me how much you pretend to love me. Tell me how much you wish I was her.
[13.] My love is a life taker.
[14.] She's a little upset and she won't vent to anyone. Her problems aren't important and no one's listening. She's crying inside. But hey, she's beautiful, right?
[15.] And if I could hold on through the tears and the laughter would it be beautiful? or just a beautiful disaster?
[16.] Speechless ; nothing to say. I have no idea what to do. How can you just turn away? I want so badly to grab your arm & pull you into my kiss, but what would that fix? I don't know what I did to deserve this.
[17.] I can't take it any longer but my will is getting stronger and I think I know just what I have to do. I can't waste another minute after all that I've pulled in it. I've given you my best, why does she get the best of you?
[18.] You're either the person you are or the person you're trying to be. Don't let the outside sway too far from where you want to be.
[19.] And if it still fucking hurts then you still fucking know that you're still alive.
[20.] And if you close your eyes tight enough then none of the bad can get in. And if you close your eyes tight enough then none of the light can get in.
[21.] If this is just in our heads then we'll keep on living our perfect lie one day at a time. God bless our cheating hearts, and damn your lies.
[22.] You fell upon me like a plague. Weakness, sweat weakness but I disagree ... after all this, you're just like all the rest.
[23.] My heart's broke, my hand is much the same. I did my best to drink you away.
[24.] And when you've got nothing left to turn black and blue, you've still got hell to look forward to.
[25.] And it's hard to say I'm shaken, by the choices that I make, and well I find it hard to stay with the words you say.
[26.] The amount of pills I'm taking, counteracts the booze I'm drinking. And this vanity I'm breaking, lets me live my life like this.
[27.] A drink for the horror that I'm in. For the good guys and the bad guys, for the monsters that I've been.
[28.] I hate feeling like this. I'm so tired of trying to fight this. I'm asleep and all I dream of is waking to you.
[29.] And finally I twist my heart round again, so that the bad is on the outside, and the good is on the inside, and keep on trying to find a way of becoming what I would so like to be, and could be, if there weren't any other people living in the world.
[30.] Romance is the glamour that turns the dust of everyday life into a glittery haze.
[31.] Sometimes we need to stop analyzing ; Just stop planning the future, stop figuring out our feelings, stop deciding our minds & finding out what we want our hearts to feel, and just live for once.
[32.] She's the sef-preserved, pretty-but-doesn't-know-it kind of girl, reading her books & day dreaming all day while he's outgoing, spontaneous, good-looking boy with the most amazing eyes you'll ever see. They grew up from two different worlds & he'll teach her how to stand up to those who look down to her & she'll teach him how to love & know the true meaning of jealousy, while he teaches her the same without knowing it. He'll teach her how to shout at the world without a wince because his hand is holding tightly around hers, letting her know he will never leave her, causeing her to forget her fears for everything & just be able to live for once without any worries.
[33.] Life is a lot better when you don't have to fake a smile.
[34.] Yes, I want a boyfriend. But I want that boyfriend to also be my best friend.
[35.] When you're sleeping with a broken heart, waking up is the hardest part.
[36.] A hug can turn your day around, it's like an emotional heimlich. Someone puts their arms around you, and they give you a squeeze and all your fear and anxiety comes shooting out of your mouth, and you can breathe again.
[37.] When a person ignores you, that's when they need you the most in their life.
[38.] This is when the fake laugh comes in to play cause it's days like today when it's better to just pretend that everything is okay.
[39.] Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying "I will try again tomorrow".
[40.] Guess when all is said and done, you are who you are, and that should be good enough for everybody else.
[41.] && all she wants is someone that will treat her right. Someone who will never ignore her. Won't flirt with another girl right infront of her. Will call her beautiful. && when she needs him most he'll always be there for her.
[42.] Everything I've done. Everything I've gained. All means nothing now. A mere breath gone to waste.
[43.] Forgive (v) - what you do when someone you love does something cruel or hurtful to you, and you take them back because you cannot live without them.
[44.] You were there in the beginning, the first person that ever told me I could be more than what I was, & believed it. There isn't anything I wouldn't share with you.
[45.] Take either all of me, or none of me. You can't take bits and pieces and hope they fit together.
[46.] One can only feel desolate for so long until one starts to change into something the mirror doesn't recognize. I metamorephasize.
[47.] Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't how hard you hit ; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. How much you can take, and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done. Now, if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hit, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you are because of him, or her, or anybody.
[48.] It's okay to need someone else. That's what makes us strong. That's what makes us human.
[49.] The tough thing about following your heart is what people forget to mention. That sometimes your heart brings you to places that you shouldn't be. Places that are as scary as they are exciting, & as dangerous as they are alluring. Sometimes your heart takes you to places that can never lead you to a happy ending. & that's not even the difficult part. The difficult part is when you follow your heart, you leave it normal, you go into the unknown, & once you do, you can never go back.
[50.] Heaven knows that getting scars only makes you who you are. No matter how much your heart is aching, there is beauty in the breaking.
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| Wow I'm soooo sorry loves that I havent updated in the longest time! Things have just been so freakin crazy. My computer got stolen in like May. And I finally was able to get a new one now. Its a spiffy new laptop. Haha. I will update sometime later on today. I promise loves. And thanks for all of your comments. I loved them. Oh and to keep everyone updated. Me and that boy only lasted about a month. He ended up getting back with his ex while I was down North Carolina visting my family. What an asshole huh? | | |
| Sorry I haven't updated a lot lately. I've been trying to update for like the past 2 days, but for some reason like not even half way through my update, the page would just ex it's self out. And mind you, this post is going to be pretty long. So it's taking forever for me to do it. There won't be any pictures though. Pictures take to long to post, but there is a shit load of some pretty good quotes. I'll update with pictures soon. It's just easier with quotes because I have been pretty busy lately. But I will try and update as much as possible. My life has finally been getting back on the right track. I met someone. And I think he's absolutely amazing. He makes me want to better myself. Like I'm trying to quit smoking cigarettes. And I'm done drinking and doing all of that stuff. I dunno. We're not dating yet, but we both like each other. I'll be staying with him this weekend so I'll deffinatly keep you guys posted on that. And I want to thank everyone who leaves me the amazing comments. They really brighten my day. A lot. I just wish more of you guys would comment and suscribe. I get at least over 100 footprints a day so it would be really nice of you guys to comment me some more. But to the people who do comment me all the time, thanks. Your comments are freaking amazing and I hope you keep commenting me. Enjoy the update loves. Hopefully this time the page won't ex its' self out. Also, it would be amazing if you could let me know if you like it better when I number the quotes. Cause if you do then I'll number them all the time when I update. Thanks loves. And please let me know if you like them numbered. 001. seems the only one who doesn't see your beauty is the face in the mirror looking back at you 002. tell me about before i knew you. i hope i've made a difference in your life. significant enough to cross your mind at night. 003. The only people that could hurt you are the ones that you love, because if it wasn't love; you wouldn't care. 004. && just because your eyes are open doesn't mean you can see. 005. life is simple you're just making it complicated. you're born a nobody so live fast and die a somebody. 006. after a year in therapy my psychiatrist said to me "maybe life isn't for everyone" 007. Strut your stuff & Let him know that he didn't break you. 008. And it seems to be that All along, the problem was, I cared more about you, Than you cared about me. 009. i like people with a sense of individuality. i love expression and anything awkward and imperfect because that's natural and that's real. 010. Here we are with a purpose or direction. We don't owe anyone a fucking explination. 011. I will forgive but I won't forget. And I hope you know you've lost my respect 012. 'Cause I've learned to forget the people who don't give a damn about you and start worrying about yourself. And the people who care about you. 013. As soon as this new guy comes into my life.. i'm going to do exactly what you did to me. Dangle him right infront of your face and make you wish you were him. 014. My sky didn't collapse when my thoughts didn't revlove around you. So i guess you can say i never really needed you in my life. 015. If you only knew the pain, the pain I keep inside, the pain that makes me "me". Then without it who am I? In a room with broken walls i lay in scene and dreams... I want you to see. 016. So why should I take your hand when you can't promise happy endings? 017. Like branches of a tree we grow in different directions, yet our roots remain as one. Each of our lives will always be a special part of the others. 018. Maybe, if it's possible, And i'm lucky enough. I'll just keep sleeping, And never wake up. 019. i swear to god if you hurt me i will leap i will toss myself from these very cliffs and you'll never see it coming. 020. When her entire life everyone has been telling her she's nothing. 021. I needed those pills, to help figure myself out. 022. Well excuse me, I guess I mistaken you for somebody else somebody who gave a damn someone a little more like myself. 023. some people can't belive in themselves until someone else believes in them first. 024. you act like we never had anything which is insane, because we had everything. i don't know how you can ignore the world. 025. someone's opinion is how others look at you. your attitude shows how you look at yourself. 026. They say she's different now; the only thing different about her is that now she actually smiles. 027. What we fear most has already happened to us. 028. And I don't want to see you anymore. I'm just not that strong. I love it when you're here, but I'm better when you're gone. 029. I've got something to say, and I thought it might be worth a mention ... If you're not pissed off at the world, then you're not paying attention. And you can turn off the tv, and go about your day, but just because you don't see it, doesn't mean it went away. 030. Everytime I see him, I can't help but think ... I wonder if he still thinks I'm pretty, or how he might've lied to me about that too. 031. Oh, Don't worry about her ... she's always upset. She's always in love with someone who doesn't love her back. She's always heart broken. So she's fine. By now, she's used to it. 032. I missed you then, but fuck you now ... I'm better than ever, happier than before ... and it's all beacuse I'm not dealing with your shit no more. 033. Do you know how it feels to wake up in the morning, under your covers, so warm and comfortable ...? Like everything is so perfect, nothing is wrong. Time is still and calm. Everything is going your way ... and you love the feeling, right? Well that's how you make me feel. 034. Do you know what makes letting go of a crush so good? The moment you let go, they catch on. 035. I like you so much and yet sometimes, it's so hard just to say "hi" to you. Just talking to you makes it all worthwhile and at the end of the day, only you can make me smile. 036. Life isn't like in the movies. You don't hear the music when you kiss in real life. You'll only hear your heart beating to a rhythm only the two of you can understand. 037. I want to be his friend, I really do ... But it's so hard when all you ever wanted was to be so much more. 038. I hate how you fill up my profiles and aways. I hate how every song I hear, I relate it to you. I hate how I care so much about something that isn't worth caring for. I hate how people tell me you're not woth it, yet I still want and will always want you. I hate how the slightest memory brings me to pure tears, but at the end I keep doing this to myself and I'm not willing to stop. 039. I'm afraid that if I try too hard to convince people I don't mind being alone, that they'll start thinking thats the way I like it ... And I'll be alone forever ..... 040. We get into the biggest fights with the people we care most about because those are the relationships we are willing to fight for. 041. I'm going to tell you the truth, so be ready: I LOVE YOU. Yes, I do. I wanna be with you for as long as I can. It will be hard at times ... But I believe in this relationship. I think about you constantly, and lately ... you're all I think about ... 042. Wait for the guy who will let his arm fall asleep, just because you're too cute to move. 043. How much would you give up to be with me? Oh really? Beacuse that isn't even half as much as I've already given up for you. 044. We flirt all the time. It's one of those relationships where we flirt non-stop. Everyone knows I like him, except for him. Whenever somebody shouts, "Look!! they like eachother!" I get that little smile on my face, and say, "no, we're just friends." ... Sometimes, I don't always tell the truth. 045. Silly boy ... You should have never played those games with a girl who can play them better. 046. When he holds me close, and I can hear his heartbeat, and kiss his lips, I realize, this is where I want to be, and this is how I want to feel. 047. It's amazing how every time I try to like another guy, you always seem to sneak into my mind, and whisper, "Hey ... remember me?" 048. You will never know how many times I've laid in my bed, all night, just thinking of how much you mean to me, and how much I love you. 049. a drunk mind speaks a sober heart 050. The difference between physical attraction and love is seeing the same person at their best, and at their worst, and still want and need them life before. 051. I am so sick of this, "let's flirt, but we're just friends, and that's all we'll ever be" bullshit ... Because that's exactly what it is ... bullshit. 052. I knew from the beginning you were just a flirt, and yet I still fell in love with you.. 053. I'll piss you off, just to say I'm sorry. I'll hurt you just to kiss it and make it feel better. But, in the end, you know I will do anything to be your everything. Without you, my life wouldn't be quite the same ... As a matter of fact, it would be completely lifeless. 054. Your lips are vodka, and I wanna get wasted. 055. Let's start over ... Let's forget all of our problems ... let's put the past behind us, and never bring it up again ... It's like they say: "You can't live or love in the past." Let's throw all our problems away. I'll give you my trust, if you give me yours ... let's fall in love again ... the right way. 056. I know I don't deserve someone as wonderful as you ... I swear I must be the luckiest woman alive ... I just can't believe that the most gorgeous man I have ever seen is in love with me. 057. I sit and wait by the phone ... I pretend that I don't notice that you haven't called ... The fact is that it's tearing me up inside. I keep praying my phone will ring ... Every time it does, I think it might be you ... Silly me ... you're never gonna call, are you .....? 058. This is crazy. We don't even talk for over a week, and I begin to think you've forgotten about me ... and out of no where, you call. And I'm right back in love again. 059. you've changed. you're actually calling me back when I ask. I'm not trying to get my hopes up, but I have a feeling that maybe, just maybe, you want me back, too. 060. Every night, she finds herself lying in bed, reliving and remembering every glance he did, and every word he said. 061. You know whats kinda funny? When you like a guy, all you ever think is, "does he like me?" but when he finally asks you out ... all you think about is, "when will he break my heart?" | | |
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